"man-powered aircrafts don't neccessarily fly successfully in the end, but it's the process that makes it fun in the end... tell me, was it fun?" - Yamada, Onegai Teacher
current mood: sad current music: Natalie Grant - Held
Pussycat Dolls - Buttons Beyonce - Naughty Girl Cassie - Me & U Akon - Smack That Fergie - London Bridge Petey Pablo - Freek-a-leek Nelly Furtado - Promiscuous Don Omar - Conteo Teriyaki Boyz - Tokyo Drift Timberlake - Sexy Back
Here are some of the songs I love to dance to, and omg these songs don't exactly have a very positive message! It's usually all about SEX! Maybe it's just me, but I think there's two sides of me: there's the drummer which is the good side, and the dancer which somewhat brings out the bad side of me. As a drummer, I play in the band and play songs of worship to God. But on the other hand, as a dancer, I dance to these songs that reflect the lusts of the flesh! I mean it's not like I dance to worship songs, I don't. Maybe sometimes, but not as passionate as when I dance to songs like the ones listed above >_
current mood: contemplative current music: Petey Pablo - Freek-a-leek
Their hottest video yet... omg... I love the beat of this song and I got it stuck in my head, but can't deny as a dancer myself, I really LIKE girls that can dance! I now know what Dave means, it's really a +++. It may just be my downfall >_<
Although it's really funny that there's really only one singer, and the rest are eye candy ~_~
current mood: crazy current music: Pussycat Dolls - Buttons
"The Lord is my Sheperd, I shall not want. He makes me lay down in green pastures..."
My feelings have grown for this girl, to a point where it hurts so I must stop, because of her current situation. Even though all the signs point towards her, the answer seems to be no, and I am very confused. But I must say... if not for her, I wouldn't be able to make my band practices. I am very thankful for that. And I thank God for allowing me to meet such a beautiful butterfly.
But I've finally given it up. This idolatry of seeking my beloved has haunted me for long enough, and it still will, but I've surrendered it to God. I put my trust in Him. In Him who's the author of Love itself, the Alpha and Omega, the Beginning and the End. Who's thoughts are much much higher than ours. Even if I must live a life of singleness, so what? I don't care what you guys think or say. I will suffer for Jesus Christ, just as He has suffered for us. We are completed through Christ, and He alone can make us whole. He will provide for all our needs, as a loving father would. He's the only one to love and accept us for who and what we are, for He looks not in the outward appearance, but in the hearts of men.
-Forgive me for all my sins oh Lord and help me with my unbelief. Guard my heart from pride oh Lord and create in me a clean heart that I may not sin against thee. Put a guard over my mouth that I may not speak curses, but blessings that may be pleasing unto thee. Please give me a patient heart and strength to endure oh Lord Almighty. Lead me not into temptation, oh Lord, but towards salvation, and deliver me from evil. For You I live and as long as I live, I will testify your Love.- Amen.
p.s. "Oh Lord, please part our ways if it's not meant to be... thy Will be done."
current mood: thankful current music: Christian - I Could Sing of Your Love Forever
"People say Im strange, does it make me a stranger That my best friend was born in a manger People say Im strange, does it make me a stranger That my best friend was born in a manger..."
current mood: cheerful current music: DC Talk - Jesus Freak
Alright so our church band is basically consists of youths, thus we decided to start a band and I'm their official drummer boy... we named ourselves "Past Habit", and yes there's a meaning to that!
So I tell you this and insist on it in the Lord, that you must no longer live as the Gentiles do, in the futility of their thinking. They are darkened in their understanding and separated from the life of God because of the ignorance that is in them due to the hardening of their hearts. Having lost all sensitivity, they have given themselves over to sensuality so as to indulge in every kind of impurity, with a continual lust for more. You, however, did not come to know Christ that way. Surely you heard of Him and were taught in Him in accordance with the truth that is in Jesus. You were taught, with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires; to be made new in the attitude of your minds; and to put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness.
Ephesians 4:17-24
current mood: excited current music: 3 Doors Down - Kryptonite
Hmmm... studying about history made me think back and realize that most of my decisions in the past were made poorly. i'm sure that everyone in the world has a humiliating past, just like my history professor said, "the past is always there, it never goes away... it's how we came to be, whatever decisions we've had has led us up to this point and we can learn from them."
current mood: contemplative current music: Chris Tomlin - How Great is Our God
I don't know who to trust, no suprise (Everyone feels so far away from me) Heavy thoughts sift through dust And the lies (Trying not to break, But I'm so tired of this deceit Everytime I try to make myself Get back up on my feet All I ever think about is this All the tiring and time between And how trying to put my trust in you Just takes so much out of me)
[Chorus:] Take everything from the inside And throw it all away 'Cause I swear, for the last time I won't trust myself with you
Tension is building inside, steadily (Everyone feels so far away from me) Heavy thoughts forcing their way, out of me (Trying not to break But I'm so tired of this deceit Everytime I try to make myself Get back up on my feet All I ever think about is this All the tiring and time between And how, trying to put my trust in you Just takes so much out of me)
[Chorus:] Take everything from the inside And throw it all away 'Cause I swear, for the last time I won't trust myself with you!
I won't waste myself on you! You! You! You! Waste myself on you! You! You! You!
[Chorus: Repeat (x2)]
You! You! You!
current mood: confused current music: Linkin Park - From The Inside
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